In many ways, I have tried
To bend God to my will.
I’ve sacrificed my money,
Expecting more in return.
I’ve tried to use His wisdom,
Without seeking His presence.
I’ve demanded more blessings,
Without contentment or joy.
In my service deemed for Him,
I’ve sought my own importance.

Forgetting,

I’ve been filled.
I’ve gained wisdom.
I’ve been blessed.
I have value,
Simply being with Him.

this poem is based on the book With by Skye jethani as well as simple life experience.